Salute.
My mind blanks, I can no longer conjure the correct words to describe what I’m talking about. I’m panicking, it feels like the clocks running out. I’m anxious I want to flee, my heart’s beating quickly. I’m all tense, it feels as if there’s a weight on my shoulders, there’s a weight on my chest, I’m having problems breathing, my chests all tight. I’m on the breach of choking on tears when I try to express myself, yet no tears trickle down my cheeks. My head hurts, I can’t sleep, I’m afraid to eat, I’m barely hungry, I’m parched. I’ve tried breathing exercises but I can’t calm down, I’m all rattled up, choking on my words, drowning within my thoughts, they’re all getting so tangled. Seconds and minutes fly by and yet I’m at a stand still. I want to do everything at once. My thoughts are in-cohesive. Frozen I stand. A moment of peace. .. and yet seconds tick by.
